| over a year later....
who knows if i am happy or not. i can't even figure it out.
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| Right now, at this point in time, I should be having panic attacks every few hours. I should be freaking out, becoming very depressed. I should be crying every night.
I am doing none of that, and it's perfect. I love life, even when life doesn't love me.
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| there is no wedding no future together no children together no rest of our lives together
nothing.
it's a thought i will just have to get used to.
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| someday my heart will catch up with my brain.
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